gratitude list

*for the veggie box we get every week. we had to cut it off our budget for a couple of months but it's back and i am very very happy about this. locally grown food at our door step 🙂 *Ollin's poop. she hadn't pooped in a few days and tonight it happened as i …

6 a.m. thoughts

with the silence of the 710fwy, my backyard behind my backyard, i woke up this morning with energia to share, to write. escribir algunas cosas, little pensamientos i've been having about todo...everything. first off, i'm currently living another heartbreak. this one over my trabajo. my job i so longed to start and be a part …

a little bit of everything

i woke up with melancholy on my pillow. had a dream with someone i used to know, whom i loved like crazy. literally like a madwoman. tried too hard even after it was done. except i didn't know it was done. in this dream i asked her all the questions i've carried in my heart …

colors, light, and joy

i'm letting in a long over due flood of love and light into my life. i spent the day by the ocean, setting my intentions for this month, bathing in the warmth of the sun, observing my emotions of sadness so that they feel respected AND so they can pass...it's amazing to me how many …

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self acceptance ((self) love series)

the title of this post should be enough. i should go back to my elementary school years of writing standards when we "misbehaved"...but this time instead of it being a punishment it'll be used as a self affirmation. a time to remind myself that everything i am is perfect and more than worthy of being …

saturday morning poem

Out beyond ideas of wrong doing and right doing, there is a field. I will meet you there. When the soul lies down in that grass, the world is too full to talk about. Ideas, language, even the phrase each other doesn't make any sense. -Rumi (Sufi Mystic  1207-1273 A.D)

un mundo raro, (love/connection series)

i've been on this series for a few months now. i remember first having the idea that i wanted to write on love. love, love, what connects us to other human beings, other animals, the universe, faith, to ourselves. i was curious to find out what it is about love and connection to others that …

My Baby Just Cares for Me, (love series, # let’s stop counting…xo)

(this entry esta dedicada a F who inspired my writing tonight, gracias por tu apoyo querida) in love, out of love, relationships transitioning always, etc. it's  all part of life as la hermosa F likes to point out to me whenever i complain of heartbreak. me siento bien. happy to be alive and so grateful …

take him to the place he loves (love/connection series, 12)

ME: "i don't think ima go see you tomorrow, i don't have a car and i am moving to the house next door." G: "oh, alright, it's alright, you come another week." ME: "alright, well, i love you. thanks for your letter. i will print brazil pictures out and send you some this week." G: …